Fearless: Ch. 9

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I went to the bathroom (allah ykrmkm), and then went into one of the stalls to check my phone. Then I heard two girls going in.

Girl #1 : Omg lazm awreek aish gal
Girl #2: Yalla wreniiiiiii
Girl #1: Gal Hadoolty a7bk w mn zman 7abk ....

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I just stopped hearing after that, and before I knew it I had a tear running down my face.

WHAT? Hadeel? H a d e e l? w mn zman 7abk b3d? y3ni akeed Majid? 

e4a mara t7bu w mdre aish mara7 t9eer twry 9a7batha aish galha wld thani 3'eru 9a7? Y3ni hy egalha 5aga 3leeh, akeed y7boon b39'! 

Why am I acting like this? Why am I tearing! 

I shouldn't care, because WE ARE FRIENDS, and you know what? It was my fault, and this is a good thing because I never wanted things to get to a boyfriend/girlfriend level, I just wanted a best friend that cares about me all the time, and if he could be that and be with Hadeel at the same time then FINE! 

It's for the best anyway!

Hadeel: Y5ty Rana hal ensan cuteness overload!

So the girl she's talking to is Rana? I didn't know they were good friends !

Rana: La y9eer 7beb al7ub k4ab bs!

Hadeel: Majid mara7 yk4b, b3deen e5tu akbr mnna b sana esmha Reema

Rana : Ee ha4i Ghaida's cousin

And how is that gonna help you?!?!!??!?!!?! I am getting frustrated !

Hadeel: Shftha hya w Renad b centeria gbl km yoom, kan wdy aslm bs 7set maly da3i

Rana: Taraha 6yba

Hadeel: Adri bs abe atgrb lha hy w 9a7batha

Rana: w leeh?

What does this bitch want now! Ughhhhhh

Hadeel: N9l7 al3alagat, w 3shan br9'u tgwy 3lagty m3 Majid!

Someone walked in then they quickly changed the subject and went out to their class.

I made sure they went out, so I if they saw me they'd know that I heard all that shit, and then they'll try to cover up for themselves.

How can people be this two-faced? This SICKENS ME!

I went as fast as I could back to class hoping i'm not too late.

You might think I'm over-reacting, shedding a tear over a guy that only sees me as a friend, and only a friend. He is a very good friend, one of the best actually, but what made me shed that tear was jealousy. It wasn't cause he didn't tell me, which I completely understand, but girls get jealous, and I was BURNING with jealousy. All these thoughts came into my head! Am I not pretty enough? Skinny enough? Cute enough? Nice enough? SEXY ENOUGH? Good enough? Yes may not be the answer to all, but these questions entering my mind was wrong.

I might get a bit off track here, but whatever.
You may not be the prettiest, the smartest, the tallest, the sexiest, the skinniest! But most importantly YOU ARE YOUR SELF! Yes, you, the reader! Most of the girls our age seem to forget that life is short, people make mistakes, people ARE NOT perfect! Even some of the greatest people do wrong in their life, and that's what makes it life, the mistakes! If you didn't do one mistake in your life, then you wouldn't have learned anything!

You shouldn't feel like that girl is prettier than you, or smarter, or skinnier, because if everyone was as pretty, smart, and skinny as she, maybe a less prettier maybe more taller girl is gonna be considered more beautiful, because she is not a copy of everyone ells ! I hope you understood what I mean!

You should be different, because that what makes you, YOU!

Anyway, back to the story.

I went back to class, the teacher asked me why I was late, I just lied and told her they were cleaning and I had to wait.

Later on in lunch, I told Ghaida and Renad what I heard in the bathroom.

Me: b3deen ja a7d w 3'yru alsalfa w 6l3u..
Ghaida: Y3ni wsh g9dha abe a9l7 al3lagat?
Renad: y3ni nb3d 3nha
Me: MA ADRY 
Ghaida: La mn jd wsh tbe 4y
Me: A3lm Majid wla maly da3y a5rb benhm?
Renad: Mdre a7s wraha bala
Ghaida: Bs lsa ma t5rben ben a7d w 7bebtu
Me: A9ln mb akeed hm m3 b39' 
I said and my voice cracked, it was obvious I was holding in a tear.
Yes, i'm a VERY emotional girl
Renad: Hayfa 7bebe, it's okay
Ghaida: 5la9 nroo7 Dubai w nws3 9drk tshufen muzaz
Me: bs abe Majid
Ghaida: wsh tben feeh 5ays ma gd shfteeh w hw twu gaym mn alnoom
Me: but he's perffff
Ghaida: agol bs i'm gonna throw up
Renad: 7ram she likes him
Me: A lot.
Renad: Ma 3leek your good friends with him it's gonna be okay
Me: I guess.

We went back to class, and well the day ended with nothing new.

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