Fearless: Ch 11

Hadeel: w ee 9a7,

She came closer to and whispered something in my ear that just made my freeze in place.

WHAT DOES SHE WANT!

Hadeel: (whispering to Hayfa) b3de 3n Majid.

After she said that in my ear, I just froze in my place and she just coldly walked away.
How could she? How can she have the nerve to say that to me? I would NEVER ruin Majid's happiness even if SHE was his happiness! Ugh! This is SO not my day!
I walked back to our table, and my face and eyes spoke.

Ghaida: Shfeeh wjhk t9fg!

Renad: Bnt tklmy sh9ar shfeek!

Me: Hadeel happend.

Ghaida: ya leeeeeel omha

Renad: wsh 9ar 6yb

Me: Abd walla ma jt galt le b24ny b3di 3n majid!

Ghaida: wsh tbe!!!!'

Me: y3ni mn jd ana mara7 asawy shy le majid wla hy y3ni mnb 7agera!!!!!

Ghaida: You should tell him...

Me: NO! Then it'll cause even more problems!

Renad: A9ln ymkn huma mb m3 b39' 5lga.

Me: La must7eeeel...

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The bell rang, off to class we go...

Ugh I just want to be home now, it's Wednesday, I want to have fun.
I try to be positive, and I will be, I shouldn't be let down because of anyone.

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I went back home, my uncle and his wife were visiting, GREAT! NOT.
I opened the door and heard them in the guest's living room, I guess my mom heard me go in because she yelled my name in happiness. 

Mom: Hayfaaa t3ally 7bebe! Slmy 3la 5alk w zojtu!

Ugh seriously I just came from school, not my best day either!
I went to them, b3deen slmt w k4a..

Uncle Abdullah: Halla walla b hyoofty!!
As I came closer to kiss him on the cheek, he hugged me!
He's my favorite uncle to be honest, he is the youngest.
I got a bit shy, I am a very shy person...

Me: Ahleen!

After I greeted my uncle, I greeted his wife, she's nice...
She said the whole omg you grew up shit, NO SHIT SHERLOCK. ugh.

I excused my self saying I had to change, and went up to my room.

I jumped onto my bed.

I bursted into tears and stuffed my face in my pillow.

I was crying, a lot.

Not because I'm sensitive as fuck.

Nor cause I'm a total drama queen.

I cried because I was bottling up all these emotions, and well I burst into tears as a result.

I was overwhelmed , and it was not fun.

I felt like shit, and that was not fun either.

I smile everyday, laugh, seem happy, but they never see this other broken side of me.

Maybe not even you saw that side of me.

You see, I believe that behind every smile is a broken heart.

Yes, there are starving kids in other countries, people dying, and other very horrible stuff. I should be grateful, and I am. But people are not perfect, my best friend is leaving me, the guy I like loves a bitch that hates me, I think my grades are dropping, and I'm starving my self to have a good body image, I cry my self to sleep everyday, it's sad.

All these thoughts were floating around in my mind, I was judging my own self, and again it feels like shit. 

Then all of a sudden, I heard someone calling my name.

..: Hayfa! 

..: Hayfa goomi mn al39r nayma

Me: huh nmt?

I was so confused, one minute I was crying judging my self, the next I'm asleep?

Mama: ee, w b3d ma 3'yrty aluniform

I checked my phone, it was 8 o'clock , whoa I slept a lot.
And I saw a lot of pissed off texts from my cousin asking if i'm coming with my mom.

Mama: Yalla elbsi bnro7 bet jdk

Me: Okay..

I got dressed, then we went to my grandfather's house.
It was fun.

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We went back to class, and well the day ended with nothing new.

G H A I D A ' S  P . O . V

March 5th, 2012.

So today I decided to tell Hayfa since it's official, i'm going to the united states.

Me: Mama 5la9 aked y3ni bl 9eef ra7 nro7 america 5la9??
Mama: Eee 7bebty, enshalla akeed,
Me: y3ni agol le Hayfa?
Mama: Ewa lazm tgolen lha..
Me: Ya rbeeh uf
Mama: ws3y 9drk, ra7 tnbs6een hnak enshalla!
Me: Bs aby my friends!
Mama: Hnak fee ktheer nas s3odyeen, you'll be fine!!
Me: Enshalla...

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I was really sad, I was excited to live overseas, but then I'm gonna miss everything here! I'm gonna miss my friends, family, everyone! And also I'm gonna miss the little things here...
I should really cheer up, but I have no idea how I should tell Hayfa!
Oh hey i'm gonna live in america for maybe three years, you know no big deal!
This sucks!

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I went to school, then I saw Hayfa. She smiled then walked over to me.

Hayfa: Hallaaa wallaa 
Me: Halla bl zeeeen
She was in a good mood, I shouldn't ruin it.
Me: sh3ndna mrwgeen?
Hayfa: Abd wallaaa, yom al arb3a w weekend w k4a!
Me: Lazm nro7 mkan ya5y zhg mnb mn6ga bl beet!
Hayfa: Alyoom ma agdr bntjm3 3nd 5wally w 7alla!
Me: yooh ajl bro7 3nd Reema wla shy.

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We went to class, and well we had class.
My english teacher forgot some stuff in her office, so she sent me to get them. 
On my way there, I saw Hadeel, I casually smiled and she smiled back. 
Then she stopped in front of me wanting to talk, what does she want!

Hadeel: Enty Ghaida 9a7?
Me: (I smiled tsleekyan) Ewa ana Ghaida!
Hadeel: Oh ana Hadeel! Bs daym ashufk w Rana daym t7ky le 3nk!
Oh so your not dating my cousin lol yeah right.
Me: Ahaaa ya zeenha, shufy ana mrsoola fa lazm aroo7, ashufk b3deen enshalla?
I smiled so she doesn't think I'm lying, honestly the teacher doesn't really care, but the convo was getting a bit awkward!
Hadeel: Oh asfa! Yalla bye.
She walked away, and I continued walking toward the teacher's office, I went it, got the stuff, then went back to class.

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Break time

I HAVE to tell Hayfa and Renad... Reema already knows because well, she's family, literally. This is something I can't help, and isn't in my control, Hayfa and Renad are really understanding... I mean they will be happy for me! And I have to be positive because in life we live for the good, and I can make this into a good thing. People DREAM of living overseas, and I'm sad? I shouldn't be sad, I will have to make the best of this situation.

Hayfa and Renad were sitting in our table, and I walked to them with my food. I sat, they were talking about a girl or something I don't know.

Me: Hii shbaab
shit I am acting awkward.

Hayfa: Hey shabat
Renad: Okaaayyyy

I started acting weird, and they're starting to notice.

Hayfa: Shfeek?
Me: Haw ma feni shy
Renad: Wsh 3ndk?
Me: Ma 3ndi shy!

Ugh I have to tell them

Hayfa: Yalla spill it, wsh 3ndk!

Now I really have to tell them! They know somethings up.

Me: 3ndy 5br 5ays bs 7lo bs 5ays?
Hayfa and Renad: Wshu hw??
Me: Baba 9ar 3ndu sh3'la lazm ysweeha b America, w we all have to go...

Their faces changed 100%, I can see the mixed emotions in their eyes, they obviously don't know how to react.
But I understand. I didn't know how to react either.

Hayfa: hah?
Renad: omg.
Me: I know. Bs it's only 1 or 2 years, w ra7 njee bl ejazat wla entm tjoon, alzbda it's not that bad!
Hayfa: Bs ra7 nshtag lk!
Me: Please don't cry.
Renad: 6yb mta btro7on?
Me: Bl 9eef bnro7..
Hayfa: Bs noo!!!!!

I can see the tears filling their eyes. ugh no!!!

Me: La t97oon , 5la9 ha4a shy by9eer enshalla, w bs sana wla snteen bl ktheer, fa enshalla btkono b5eer, w fe Skype, w fe 6yarat, w fe BBM, w fe mlyon alf zg, I know i'm being a bitch right now, bs please imagine how I felt.

I didn't want to cry, but my voice started to crack, I WILL not be crying.

Hayfa: 5la9 we'll be fine, can we please change the subject?
Renad: Yalla it's only one year, it's fine, some people leave for 8 years!

Well this went better than I expected!

Me: Yes, thank you! please stay this positive.
Them: n7awl.

We started laughing for no reason.
Everyone tried to change the subject.
It's not a big deal.
Right?

H A Y F A ' S P . O . V

But? No? Why? She's my best friend she can't leave me! Yes, I have Renad, but Ghaida's closer.
Hayfa shut up and be positive, I should be happy for her, she should have fun! 
Yes, I am extremely sad, but as a good friend I should support her, and also she might be struggling a lot.

I went to buy a water bottle, and then, there she was; Hadeel.
Great, just great let's make things even more awkward.
She stared at me like she wanted to talk to me, smiling? 
I smiled back to be polite, then she came closer.
Shit, she wants to talk.

Hadeel: Um enty Hayfa 9a7?

Oh pretend like you don't know me bitch.
Two can play this game.

Me: Ewa, w enty?
Hadeel: Hadeel, Rana galt le 3nk!
I smiled, LIES. 
Me: Aha ya zenha hhhh
Hadeel: w ee 9a7,

She came closer to and whispered something in my ear that just made my freeze in place.

WHAT DOES SHE WANT!

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I went to the bathroom (allah ykrmkm), and then went into one of the stalls to check my phone. Then I heard two girls going in.

Girl #1 : Omg lazm awreek aish gal
Girl #2: Yalla wreniiiiiii
Girl #1: Gal Hadoolty a7bk w mn zman 7abk ....

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I just stopped hearing after that, and before I knew it I had a tear running down my face.

WHAT? Hadeel? H a d e e l? w mn zman 7abk b3d? y3ni akeed Majid? 

e4a mara t7bu w mdre aish mara7 t9eer twry 9a7batha aish galha wld thani 3'eru 9a7? Y3ni hy egalha 5aga 3leeh, akeed y7boon b39'! 

Why am I acting like this? Why am I tearing! 

I shouldn't care, because WE ARE FRIENDS, and you know what? It was my fault, and this is a good thing because I never wanted things to get to a boyfriend/girlfriend level, I just wanted a best friend that cares about me all the time, and if he could be that and be with Hadeel at the same time then FINE! 

It's for the best anyway!

Hadeel: Y5ty Rana hal ensan cuteness overload!

So the girl she's talking to is Rana? I didn't know they were good friends !

Rana: La y9eer 7beb al7ub k4ab bs!

Hadeel: Majid mara7 yk4b, b3deen e5tu akbr mnna b sana esmha Reema

Rana : Ee ha4i Ghaida's cousin

And how is that gonna help you?!?!!??!?!!?! I am getting frustrated !

Hadeel: Shftha hya w Renad b centeria gbl km yoom, kan wdy aslm bs 7set maly da3i

Rana: Taraha 6yba

Hadeel: Adri bs abe atgrb lha hy w 9a7batha

Rana: w leeh?

What does this bitch want now! Ughhhhhh

Hadeel: N9l7 al3alagat, w 3shan br9'u tgwy 3lagty m3 Majid!

Someone walked in then they quickly changed the subject and went out to their class.

I made sure they went out, so I if they saw me they'd know that I heard all that shit, and then they'll try to cover up for themselves.

How can people be this two-faced? This SICKENS ME!

I went as fast as I could back to class hoping i'm not too late.

You might think I'm over-reacting, shedding a tear over a guy that only sees me as a friend, and only a friend. He is a very good friend, one of the best actually, but what made me shed that tear was jealousy. It wasn't cause he didn't tell me, which I completely understand, but girls get jealous, and I was BURNING with jealousy. All these thoughts came into my head! Am I not pretty enough? Skinny enough? Cute enough? Nice enough? SEXY ENOUGH? Good enough? Yes may not be the answer to all, but these questions entering my mind was wrong.

I might get a bit off track here, but whatever.
You may not be the prettiest, the smartest, the tallest, the sexiest, the skinniest! But most importantly YOU ARE YOUR SELF! Yes, you, the reader! Most of the girls our age seem to forget that life is short, people make mistakes, people ARE NOT perfect! Even some of the greatest people do wrong in their life, and that's what makes it life, the mistakes! If you didn't do one mistake in your life, then you wouldn't have learned anything!

You shouldn't feel like that girl is prettier than you, or smarter, or skinnier, because if everyone was as pretty, smart, and skinny as she, maybe a less prettier maybe more taller girl is gonna be considered more beautiful, because she is not a copy of everyone ells ! I hope you understood what I mean!

You should be different, because that what makes you, YOU!

Anyway, back to the story.

I went back to class, the teacher asked me why I was late, I just lied and told her they were cleaning and I had to wait.

Later on in lunch, I told Ghaida and Renad what I heard in the bathroom.

Me: b3deen ja a7d w 3'yru alsalfa w 6l3u..
Ghaida: Y3ni wsh g9dha abe a9l7 al3lagat?
Renad: y3ni nb3d 3nha
Me: MA ADRY 
Ghaida: La mn jd wsh tbe 4y
Me: A3lm Majid wla maly da3y a5rb benhm?
Renad: Mdre a7s wraha bala
Ghaida: Bs lsa ma t5rben ben a7d w 7bebtu
Me: A9ln mb akeed hm m3 b39' 
I said and my voice cracked, it was obvious I was holding in a tear.
Yes, i'm a VERY emotional girl
Renad: Hayfa 7bebe, it's okay
Ghaida: 5la9 nroo7 Dubai w nws3 9drk tshufen muzaz
Me: bs abe Majid
Ghaida: wsh tben feeh 5ays ma gd shfteeh w hw twu gaym mn alnoom
Me: but he's perffff
Ghaida: agol bs i'm gonna throw up
Renad: 7ram she likes him
Me: A lot.
Renad: Ma 3leek your good friends with him it's gonna be okay
Me: I guess.

We went back to class, and well the day ended with nothing new.

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Fearless: Ch. 8

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Me: 6yb leeh Majid ma galy enha tje w ttmel7 3ndu
Ghaida: Mara7 ygoolk 6b3n
Me: ugh
Ghaida: Ma 3leek mnha, ma 36aha wjh a9ln
Me: 97, a9ln I don't care!

Really, I don't , I shouldn't anyway!

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Anyway, I tried to forget about the whole Hadeel thing, and then Juju's cake came and we all sang "Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Juju Happy Birthday to you!" Her smile was from ear to ear as she saw the princess formed cake, I could tell she was the happiest person in the room, so innocent, so young, so happy! I know this might sound childish or selfish, or just stupid, but I was jealous of my little sister. Not because of her beautifully colored hair, or her pretty face, or her party, but I was jealous because she was young with no worries, the smallest things made her day, she was happy all the time, she is living her childhood. I really wish I had no worries, and that I had a pure soul of happiness, but I don't, and life is hard...

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"Hayfaaa did you forget something?" Juju said smiling at me, "E7m my gift e7m" she said making a pouty face. "Ana? Ana ansa my little sister? T9dgeen 3ad nseet" I said jokingly waiting for a reaction, "Tmz7een 9a7?" Juju said acting "mad", I went up to my room and brought her gift in a juicy bag, I bought her a juicy charm bracelet with a ballerina charm, I thought it was cute specially since she loves to dance ballet. "Omg Hayfaaa a7bbbkkkkk" She said as she opened the gift, again she was the happiest , and that made me happy to be honest. "w ana akthr 7bebty" I said hugging her. 

The party ended and all the kids left, except for two kids, Ghaida and Renad. "Hayfa bga cake ju3ana!!" Said Renad, "Eee bga cake tben ajeb?" I replied "AJAL Y3NI BS2L 3N ALCAKE LEEH?" Renad yelled at me. "Wj3 hdy hdy 7seet w7sh" 
I went to bring the cake, and then I saw my phone lighting up so I checked it.
Oh yeah, Renad is sleeping over, Ghaida couldn't though.

2 Twitter notifications
3 BBM notifications

I checked twitter, nothing special.
I checked BBM, 1 BC , 1 message from Renad, 1 message from Majid.
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Renad: PING!!!
Renad: Jebee wrg 3enab w coke plz
Hayfa: Yooh 6yb

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Majid: Hey Pretty..
HE CALLED ME PRETTY HE'S FLIRTING HE TOTALLY LOVES ME NYAAAHAHAAHHAHAHA
Hayfa: Hiiii
Majid: What's up?
Hayfa: Renad's sleeping over and bossing me around :c
Majid: Leeh ma 3zmteni m3ha :(
Hayfa: La 3eeb =))
Majid: tfkeerk al3eeb bs bg3d asolf m3k we're just friends remember 3-|?
a7.. what did he mean by that.
Hayfa: Ajl al mara althanya t3al ma3 Ghaida
Majid: akeeeed ma 3leek =))

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I brought the food to Renad, we watched a movie, if you consider listening to people while you text is watching a movie, then we slept. Renad left later on after we woke up.
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Ghaida called me and she's acting a bit weird, is she not telling me something?

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G H A I D A ' S   P O V

You're probably wondering why I'm acting odd with Hayfa, and why I didn't sleep over the other night. Well, this might explain everything for you.

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Y E S T E R D A Y

"Mama 3adi anam 3nd Hayfa elyoom?" I asked my mom over the phone, "La 7bebty lazm trj3en albet alyom fe mw9'o3 lazm agolk hwa, w a9ln alswag bl6reeg." She said, "Aha okay," I said weirded out, "Yala bye." I said as I hung up. 

Me: Hayfa 7bebty enshalla mara thanya
Hayfa: Afa leeh?
Me: Alswag bl6reeg w shwy w yo9l
Hayfa: Amaa :((
Me: Yalla enshalla mara thanya!
Hayfa: Enshalla!

The driver came and picked me up, I went home,
Me: Mama w9lt albeet!
No response.

I went upstairs to my room, washed my face, wore my PJs, and then went to the living room.
There they were, my parents, and my siblings. I have two sisters, Sara the eldest sister, then Lulu. And then I have my brother, he's older than me by 4 years. 
Anyway,

Me: Alsalammu 3leekm.
I kissed my parent's foreheads then sat next to my brother.
Me: Wsh alsalfa?
I was getting scared, this isn't how my family normally acts!
Mama: 3ndna 5br kwys bs mu kwys b nfs al wgt..
We all started asking questions all at once.
Baba: Ra7 nroo7 America sana aw snteen 3shan 3ndi sh3'l hnak.

At that moment, I didn't know how to react. Should I be happy? Sad? Excited? Mad? I don't know. I just couldn't believe what I heard.
Of course all my siblings started questioning and stuff, and I was just there thinking.
This isn't something I control , I can't change this, I have to go with my family.
How am I gonna tell Hayfa, how am I gonna leave my friends and family, how am I gonna make friends there.
Am I gonna be a total outsider? "The Saudi" ? Am I gonna even make friends? How am I gonna survive a day without my best friends, how about with out anyone I know besides my parents and siblings?

All those thoughts flooded my mind, until it exploded and before I knew it I was in my room crying my eyes out. How did I get here without even knowing? I have no idea.
I was just there, crying, with a mind flooded with negative thoughts.

You might think i'm over reacting, maybe I am, but no one can escape their own thoughts and feelings.

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Saturday, March 4th 2013.

H A Y F A ' S  P O V

So it's Tuesday morning, I hate mornings. I woke up, did my morning routine, got dressed, went to school.
There she was, Hadeel. I never noticed her before, but she was really pretty, I mean I could be prettier, but she was still pretty and attractive. The kind of girl that would attract guys? But not in a slutty way of course.

First period, boring.

Second period, B O R I N G.

Third period, I'm getting random pings weird.
Me: Miss, can I go to the bathroom?
Teacher: Yes, don't take too long.
Me: Yeah.

I went to the bathroom (allah ykrmkm), and then went into one of the stalls to check my phone. Then I heard two girls going in.

Girl #1 : Omg lazm awreek aish gal
Girl #2: Yalla wreniiiiiii
Girl #1: Gal Hadoolty a7bk w mn zman 7abk ....

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The last chapter ended after Ghaida told Hayfa about "that night" , and as Hayfa said, she was more shocked than ever.



Feb, 18th 2013. (still the same day btw)

H A Y F A:

She told me what happened and I was more shocked than EVER. I mean now I absolutely understand why she wouldn't tell me;Nasser only wanted Ghaida for all the wrong reasons, but she loved him for all the right reasons...

G H A I D A:
I mean , she should understand why I wouldn't tell her or Renad! I am embarrassed to tell them that I was foolish enough to love him and let him get even close to me! He tried to touch me and he told me to shut up and do as he says... Seriously how can I have the dignity to tell them that? But I didn't ask for it, I respected my self.

They (Hayfa, Ghaida, Reema, and Majid) all decided to forget about nasser and his existence. 


Feb, 28th 2013.

H A Y F A ' S  P O V

Did I ever talk to you guys about my little sister? No? Really? Okay, i'll talk about her now I guess. She's my younger sister, named Joanna; we usually just call her Juju (no saudi family is complete with out a Juju!) . Anyway, she's 6 (or 7 today's her bday) years old and of course ANNOYING. I'll tell you about her looks, she's really pretty with soft brown hair (i'm seriously jealous of her light colored hair), she's tanned/fair skinned like me, she has wide dark eyes, and basically she's cute and annoying.
I love her, and today's her birthday.

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It's the morning and I'm having breakfast with my mom, as my brother and dad are at my granddad's house.

Mama: Hayoof zy ma glt lk gbl mafe 6l3a 3shan 7flat Juju
Me: Mama mta glty? Alyoom knt b6l3 at3sha m3 Renad w Ghaida!
Mama: 6yb goly lhm yjoon 3shank 3adi mafe mshkla
Me: a7s 6fsh m3 albzran y3
Mama: agool bs yalla 3ad
Me: Leeh t7tajeni 3shan al7fla a9ln?
Mama: 3shan Juju mb 3shani!
Me: Juju btg3d m3 9a7batha 3adi!
Mama: 7ram 3lek ts7been, taraha t7bk mara.
I felt bad for wanting to bail on Juju's kiddie party, but who could blame me? it's a kid's party!
Me: Okay fine, bgoolhm yjoon.
Mama: Ha4i bnty elly t7b bnty al93'era
I hugged her, then stood up to go to the kitchen.
Me: Mama tben ajeb lk shy mn alm6b5?
Mama: La 7bebty bs nady le Juju
Me: Okay,

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I went to the kitchen where I left my phone, and I yelled for Joanna to go to my mom.
I called Ghaida but she didn't answer, so I called Renad after that.
Me: Alooooooooooooooooo
Renad: Halaa wallaaaaaaa
Me: 3ndi a5bar t9'yg a9dr.
Renad: t9'yeeg 9dr 3la 4l 9b7
Me: wsh 9b7o alsa3a 1
Renad: 9b7 kefy! Almhm wsh 3ndk!
Me: Mafe 6l3a, btjon beti, kefk mb kefk kefi ana btjen enti w Ghaida 3'9bn 3nk w 3n 5shmk.
Renad: 5eeer? leeh wsh 9ar? w wsh 4l e9rar 3mti goly lw sm7ty w bosy ydi 3shan aje
Me: T3aly b3den abos ydk
Renad: Alzbda leeh wsh 9ar?
Me: e7m nseet 3n birthday Juju...
Renad: La tgolen jaybtni le 7flat mbzra
Me: PLEASE RA7 ABOS RJLK LW TBEEN
yes I wanted them to come that bad.
Renad: r7mtk bjeee bjee
Me: a7bkkkkkkkkkk
Renad: al7een 9art a7bk?
Me: ewa, 6yb Ghaida klmteha alyom?
Renad: La bs aklmha ma 3lek
Me: A7bkkmmm byeeee
Renad: klba bye.

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I helped around with the party planning and stuff, her party was Disney Princess themed and it was ADORABLE. I love disney don't judge! Joanna was wearing a Jasmine costume, she looked so cute in it! Anyway, the kids started coming and I was getting pissed because Renad and Ghaida didn't even call yet. Sooooo called them...
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G H A I D A ' S   P O V

Renad and I are at Centeria to get the cake Juju likes from Laduree , that's the least we could get our best friends little sister right? Anyway my phone rang and it was Hayfa.. Oh shit she's gonna be mad.

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Me: Yooh Hayfa tdg bt4b7na shklna t25rna!
Renad: Wsh t25rna alsa3a 4 m3lesh bdre.
Me: Adre bs 7flat bzran alzbda ard wla la?
Renad: Rdi!!
I answered the phone, I could hear the one direction songs in the background.
Hayfa: Heeeeeh enti wyaha wenkm?
Me: E7m bl 6reeg
Renad: Ghaida bsr3a byskron ll 9lat!
Great Renad. Just great.
Hayfa: Ajl bygfloon ll 9lat??? Weenkm wja333 :(!!!
Me: B centeria 3shan njeb Juju's fave cake
Hayfa: 6yb sr3oooo w jebu le shy b3d mb bs e5ti glat 7ya.
Me: ebshri 3mti yala bye
Hayfa: La tt25roon ya rbee.
Me: Byeeee
Hayfa: bye.

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Renad went in to order, and then I followed her in but then I see a familiar face, wait is that? NO WAY! I almost ran to Renad.

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Me: Renad omg Renad.
Renad: Yes yes that cake
She was too busy talking to the salesman.
Me: Reeennnaddddd
Renad: Ma tshofen aklm alrjal 4a agolu that cake yjebly shy thani!
Me: Renadd mb wgtu 4a.
Renad: Shfeekk?
Me: omg shfty 4eek elly bara shn6t'ha be6'a ?
Renad: ee shfeha?
Me: t5yally 4y kant t7b Majid!
Renad: N9abaa mb 4y Hadeel Alxx elly b 9f Rana? (Rana's a girl from the other class.)
Me: Ewaa!!! Omg kant mara t7b Majid w ttmel7 3ndu w Reema kant daym tgoly 3nha!
Renad: Amaa wj3 shklha k4a mb ra3yt tmeel7
Me: I know 7ta ana est3'rbt, bs mdre ma 3lena..
Renad: 5la9 u9 la n7sh. ast3'ferallah.
Me: Alcake yalla Sara bara tstna lna n9 sa3a. (Sara is Ghaida's older sister)
Renad: Finally thank you!
She took the cake from the salesman and payed him, we went down the esclator and Hadeel looked at me like she knew me, do you think she'd know me if she "loves" Majid? We went into the car and we went to Hayfa's house.

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H A Y F A ' S  P O V

After the crying the screaming and the annoyance of random children I don't even know, Renad and Ghaida arrived with the beloved cake. They told me about the Hadeel girl, and honestly I was BURNING with jealousy , but why? Theirs nothing between me and him, we're best friends nothing ells. Right??

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Me: Y3ni shloon "she loves him"
Ghaida: W leeh alwjh z3laan w 7ala
Renad: Hayoof t7b mjoooooooood
Me: kly zg he's my friend w bs
Renad: Eee 6ybbbbb
Ghaida: Almhm lma jeena n6l3 36tny n6'rat elly tra a3rfk bs ma jt slmt wla shy, y3ni daym ashufha bl mdrsa bs 3adi y3ni.
Me: 6yb leeh Majid ma galy enha tje w ttmel7 3ndu
Ghaida: Mara7 ygoolk 6b3n
Me: ugh
Ghaida: Ma 3leek mnha, ma 36aha wjh a9ln
Me: 97, a9ln I don't care!

Really, I don't , I shouldn't anyway!

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I know, I know it's a pretty not-so-long post. But, I hope's enough.
Mn jd enshalla you guys actually like my story :(<3

Fearless: Ch. 6

Him: Gd 9ar 3ndk boyfriend aw shy k4a? (MAJID YOU DUMBASS. WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT)

Me: um not really why? (oh shit now I sound too innocent , wait innocent is good)

Him: ....

At that point a tornado hit my stomach....

Him: Hayfa I know that we're only friends, and I support that. And I know that you're smart and polite and you come from a good family, but becareful from any guy... I'm only saying that because I care.

ASSSSBDJFJFHDUFFHUBUWWDHWUDNWUDNWUDHUWHDUWHUWHDUWWJAIJSIAJSIAJSIWWJS WHAAAATTTTTTTT omg did he hear something or is he just saying that because he really cares or or or or or or omg the possibilities are endless!!!! 

Okay Hayfa chill.. He only says that because he cares...

Me: um thank you seriously for caring and all, but are you saying this because of anything other than just caring?

Him: I'm saying this because I've seen a lot of my friends play with girls like their toys, and all of those girls are really good girls but the guys influenced them to do wrong... And I'm pretty sure you know whome I mean.

What? What does he mean by that??

Me: What do you mean by you know who?

Him: Ghaida! The whole Nasser situation?

Me: Nasser Nasser??

Nasser is Ghaida's boyfriend, or at least I think he is? She loves him and she says that he loves her.. wait what?

Him: Yes, Nasser her ex Nasser? 

Me: ... ex?

Him: She didn't tell you. shit shit shit shit why do I have a big mouth!

Me: WHAT DIDN'T SHE TELL ME. I'm inviting her to the chat.

Him: NOOO.

Ghaida has been invited to the chat by (Hayfa.)

Ghaida: Hi?? Awkwardness.

Me: GHAIDA WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AND NASSER.

Him: Ghaida I didn't tell her I swear.

Her: Um. WHAT?

Me: He told me to stay away from boys and be careful then he said you know what I mean and then I said I don't and then he said Ghaida and then I invited you.

Her: UGHHH

Him: I DIDN'T KNOW SHE DIDN'T KNOW SHE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND.

Me: Yes exactly!

Her: Okay FINE i'm gonna say what happened.

She told me what happened and I was more shocked than EVER.
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(Ghaida's POV)

I'll tell you guys what happened, well this happened a couple of days ago...
Nasser and I loved each other, or at least that's what I thought. The way he talked to me, the way he made me forget all of my problems, the way he made me so happy, they way that talking to him was my drug and I was addicted. All that made me believe that he loved me, and well I, I was a sucker for love. I was only 13 when we started talking, we got closer, he became my boyfriend, then he became my drug. Although all this was over texting and calling, i've never dared to go out on a date with him. Of course, Hayfa knew all about our love and crap.. But she didn't know what happened that night.
PS.
He's 16.

"That night"

Nasser: Heey babe answer!

Me: Sorry, 6al3aa bro7 alsupermarket

Him: Ay supermarket 3shan ajee :$

Me: Looool I'm not telling ;x

Him: Yalla 3ad tell me mnb jay w lw jeet i'll just see you mn b3eed.. 

Me: La wallaaa ??

Him: Mn jd i've never seen you in person, w mara7 agrb mnk!

Me: 6yb it's the safeway 3la shar3 al t599y. (I don't even know if that exists )

Him: Oh look it just happens that I just ate at Fat burger ;)

Me: mmkkaaayy bye..

Him: ;)

uf ya rab ma yje.. i'm with Majid and Reema ufff!!!!!
We arrived at Safeway, and Reema and I went to the chips section.

Reema: Shufy broo7 ajeeb al chocolates w enty e5tary al chips

Me: Okay

Reema left me and then I started looking at the chips and walking around them. I bent over to get a bag of chips and then suddenly I feel someone's cold hands on my shoulder. I gasped and jumped away, and then there he was. Nasser.
I pretended like I didn't know who he was 

Reema: N3m a5oy? *trying to hold my laugh*
(the hallway was really empty by the way)

Him: n3m a5ooy ajl?*he laughed*

Reema: A3rfk? mkmn tb3d shwy.

he was coming closer and I was getting SCARED.
7awlt ab3d bs jdar alchipsat wray fa ma agdr aro7 ay mkan!

Nasser: La.

Reema: Nasser b3d lw sm7t.
I tried to say that in a quite way so no one would hear and make a scene.

Nasser: al7en 9art t3rf esmy. Haah?
I grabbed my hand so hard, and no it was NOT romantic.

Reema: Etrk ydi!!

Nasser: E4a tbeen a7d yfhm 3'l6 w ynadi al hy2a 3ly 9otk akthr!

He squeezed my hand even harder. I started crying.

Nasser: Al7een emshi gdami w esm3i alklam.

He tried to touch me but I kicked his foot and tried to get away.

Nasser:ANA GLT ESM3I KLAMI!

Majid: GHAIDA T3ALY HNA!

I ran to Majid.

Nasser: Meen ant b3d?!?!?

Majid: Ent elly meen t7arsh albnt? mtrby ent??

They started fighting, and then the security came to stop the fight.

Security : WGFO AL7EEN HA4A MB MKAN M9'ARB! Al7een wsh 9ar leesh? 

Me: wa7d hay6 3la althani b3den bdw yt9'rabun...

Majid gave me a look but I didn't want them to make a scene even though I should have.

Majid: Eee elly galt'h 97

Nasser: Ee asf a5oy.

Security: w hy tgrb lkm?

Majid: ee bnt 5ali.

They asked questions and then they left after they made sure they weren't gonna fight again.

Majid: tgrb mnha tshuf wsh y9eer lk!
(Majid is younger than him by a year, but he's muscular and tall, he looks older than his age. Nasser isn't muscular but he's tall, so he looks pretty weak next to Majid.)

Nasser said nothing but he left.

I deleted everything that had to do with Nasser, blocked him on twitter and everything, and Majid made sure that he would never come close to hurting me.

Majid was open-minded on the whole I believed that he loved me shit, because he see's his friends doing that to a lot of girls. I got yelled at of course, but he promised not to tell my brother or anything.

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Sorry for the lack of post, i've been busy :(!
and thank you guys SO MUCH for the support and feedback, it seriously means A LOT to me, and it's my motivation to make new posts. 
I love you guys!

xoxo, Alia.

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