Fearless: Ch. 8

I haven't posted in like a week and I feel so bad.
Anyway since I seem to never have time to post, hopefully I will be posting every two days, or at least once a week.
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Me: 6yb leeh Majid ma galy enha tje w ttmel7 3ndu
Ghaida: Mara7 ygoolk 6b3n
Me: ugh
Ghaida: Ma 3leek mnha, ma 36aha wjh a9ln
Me: 97, a9ln I don't care!

Really, I don't , I shouldn't anyway!

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Anyway, I tried to forget about the whole Hadeel thing, and then Juju's cake came and we all sang "Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Juju Happy Birthday to you!" Her smile was from ear to ear as she saw the princess formed cake, I could tell she was the happiest person in the room, so innocent, so young, so happy! I know this might sound childish or selfish, or just stupid, but I was jealous of my little sister. Not because of her beautifully colored hair, or her pretty face, or her party, but I was jealous because she was young with no worries, the smallest things made her day, she was happy all the time, she is living her childhood. I really wish I had no worries, and that I had a pure soul of happiness, but I don't, and life is hard...

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"Hayfaaa did you forget something?" Juju said smiling at me, "E7m my gift e7m" she said making a pouty face. "Ana? Ana ansa my little sister? T9dgeen 3ad nseet" I said jokingly waiting for a reaction, "Tmz7een 9a7?" Juju said acting "mad", I went up to my room and brought her gift in a juicy bag, I bought her a juicy charm bracelet with a ballerina charm, I thought it was cute specially since she loves to dance ballet. "Omg Hayfaaa a7bbbkkkkk" She said as she opened the gift, again she was the happiest , and that made me happy to be honest. "w ana akthr 7bebty" I said hugging her. 

The party ended and all the kids left, except for two kids, Ghaida and Renad. "Hayfa bga cake ju3ana!!" Said Renad, "Eee bga cake tben ajeb?" I replied "AJAL Y3NI BS2L 3N ALCAKE LEEH?" Renad yelled at me. "Wj3 hdy hdy 7seet w7sh" 
I went to bring the cake, and then I saw my phone lighting up so I checked it.
Oh yeah, Renad is sleeping over, Ghaida couldn't though.

2 Twitter notifications
3 BBM notifications

I checked twitter, nothing special.
I checked BBM, 1 BC , 1 message from Renad, 1 message from Majid.
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Renad: PING!!!
Renad: Jebee wrg 3enab w coke plz
Hayfa: Yooh 6yb

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Majid: Hey Pretty..
HE CALLED ME PRETTY HE'S FLIRTING HE TOTALLY LOVES ME NYAAAHAHAAHHAHAHA
Hayfa: Hiiii
Majid: What's up?
Hayfa: Renad's sleeping over and bossing me around :c
Majid: Leeh ma 3zmteni m3ha :(
Hayfa: La 3eeb =))
Majid: tfkeerk al3eeb bs bg3d asolf m3k we're just friends remember 3-|?
a7.. what did he mean by that.
Hayfa: Ajl al mara althanya t3al ma3 Ghaida
Majid: akeeeed ma 3leek =))

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I brought the food to Renad, we watched a movie, if you consider listening to people while you text is watching a movie, then we slept. Renad left later on after we woke up.
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Ghaida called me and she's acting a bit weird, is she not telling me something?

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G H A I D A ' S   P O V

You're probably wondering why I'm acting odd with Hayfa, and why I didn't sleep over the other night. Well, this might explain everything for you.

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Y E S T E R D A Y

"Mama 3adi anam 3nd Hayfa elyoom?" I asked my mom over the phone, "La 7bebty lazm trj3en albet alyom fe mw9'o3 lazm agolk hwa, w a9ln alswag bl6reeg." She said, "Aha okay," I said weirded out, "Yala bye." I said as I hung up. 

Me: Hayfa 7bebty enshalla mara thanya
Hayfa: Afa leeh?
Me: Alswag bl6reeg w shwy w yo9l
Hayfa: Amaa :((
Me: Yalla enshalla mara thanya!
Hayfa: Enshalla!

The driver came and picked me up, I went home,
Me: Mama w9lt albeet!
No response.

I went upstairs to my room, washed my face, wore my PJs, and then went to the living room.
There they were, my parents, and my siblings. I have two sisters, Sara the eldest sister, then Lulu. And then I have my brother, he's older than me by 4 years. 
Anyway,

Me: Alsalammu 3leekm.
I kissed my parent's foreheads then sat next to my brother.
Me: Wsh alsalfa?
I was getting scared, this isn't how my family normally acts!
Mama: 3ndna 5br kwys bs mu kwys b nfs al wgt..
We all started asking questions all at once.
Baba: Ra7 nroo7 America sana aw snteen 3shan 3ndi sh3'l hnak.

At that moment, I didn't know how to react. Should I be happy? Sad? Excited? Mad? I don't know. I just couldn't believe what I heard.
Of course all my siblings started questioning and stuff, and I was just there thinking.
This isn't something I control , I can't change this, I have to go with my family.
How am I gonna tell Hayfa, how am I gonna leave my friends and family, how am I gonna make friends there.
Am I gonna be a total outsider? "The Saudi" ? Am I gonna even make friends? How am I gonna survive a day without my best friends, how about with out anyone I know besides my parents and siblings?

All those thoughts flooded my mind, until it exploded and before I knew it I was in my room crying my eyes out. How did I get here without even knowing? I have no idea.
I was just there, crying, with a mind flooded with negative thoughts.

You might think i'm over reacting, maybe I am, but no one can escape their own thoughts and feelings.

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Saturday, March 4th 2013.

H A Y F A ' S  P O V

So it's Tuesday morning, I hate mornings. I woke up, did my morning routine, got dressed, went to school.
There she was, Hadeel. I never noticed her before, but she was really pretty, I mean I could be prettier, but she was still pretty and attractive. The kind of girl that would attract guys? But not in a slutty way of course.

First period, boring.

Second period, B O R I N G.

Third period, I'm getting random pings weird.
Me: Miss, can I go to the bathroom?
Teacher: Yes, don't take too long.
Me: Yeah.

I went to the bathroom (allah ykrmkm), and then went into one of the stalls to check my phone. Then I heard two girls going in.

Girl #1 : Omg lazm awreek aish gal
Girl #2: Yalla wreniiiiiii
Girl #1: Gal Hadoolty a7bk w mn zman 7abk ....

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Fearless: Ch. 7

Again, I apologize for the lack of posts.
I have a lot of projects and tests, and school is basically shit. Excuse my language.
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.
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The last chapter ended after Ghaida told Hayfa about "that night" , and as Hayfa said, she was more shocked than ever.



Feb, 18th 2013. (still the same day btw)

H A Y F A:

She told me what happened and I was more shocked than EVER. I mean now I absolutely understand why she wouldn't tell me;Nasser only wanted Ghaida for all the wrong reasons, but she loved him for all the right reasons...

G H A I D A:
I mean , she should understand why I wouldn't tell her or Renad! I am embarrassed to tell them that I was foolish enough to love him and let him get even close to me! He tried to touch me and he told me to shut up and do as he says... Seriously how can I have the dignity to tell them that? But I didn't ask for it, I respected my self.

They (Hayfa, Ghaida, Reema, and Majid) all decided to forget about nasser and his existence. 


Feb, 28th 2013.

H A Y F A ' S  P O V

Did I ever talk to you guys about my little sister? No? Really? Okay, i'll talk about her now I guess. She's my younger sister, named Joanna; we usually just call her Juju (no saudi family is complete with out a Juju!) . Anyway, she's 6 (or 7 today's her bday) years old and of course ANNOYING. I'll tell you about her looks, she's really pretty with soft brown hair (i'm seriously jealous of her light colored hair), she's tanned/fair skinned like me, she has wide dark eyes, and basically she's cute and annoying.
I love her, and today's her birthday.

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It's the morning and I'm having breakfast with my mom, as my brother and dad are at my granddad's house.

Mama: Hayoof zy ma glt lk gbl mafe 6l3a 3shan 7flat Juju
Me: Mama mta glty? Alyoom knt b6l3 at3sha m3 Renad w Ghaida!
Mama: 6yb goly lhm yjoon 3shank 3adi mafe mshkla
Me: a7s 6fsh m3 albzran y3
Mama: agool bs yalla 3ad
Me: Leeh t7tajeni 3shan al7fla a9ln?
Mama: 3shan Juju mb 3shani!
Me: Juju btg3d m3 9a7batha 3adi!
Mama: 7ram 3lek ts7been, taraha t7bk mara.
I felt bad for wanting to bail on Juju's kiddie party, but who could blame me? it's a kid's party!
Me: Okay fine, bgoolhm yjoon.
Mama: Ha4i bnty elly t7b bnty al93'era
I hugged her, then stood up to go to the kitchen.
Me: Mama tben ajeb lk shy mn alm6b5?
Mama: La 7bebty bs nady le Juju
Me: Okay,

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I went to the kitchen where I left my phone, and I yelled for Joanna to go to my mom.
I called Ghaida but she didn't answer, so I called Renad after that.
Me: Alooooooooooooooooo
Renad: Halaa wallaaaaaaa
Me: 3ndi a5bar t9'yg a9dr.
Renad: t9'yeeg 9dr 3la 4l 9b7
Me: wsh 9b7o alsa3a 1
Renad: 9b7 kefy! Almhm wsh 3ndk!
Me: Mafe 6l3a, btjon beti, kefk mb kefk kefi ana btjen enti w Ghaida 3'9bn 3nk w 3n 5shmk.
Renad: 5eeer? leeh wsh 9ar? w wsh 4l e9rar 3mti goly lw sm7ty w bosy ydi 3shan aje
Me: T3aly b3den abos ydk
Renad: Alzbda leeh wsh 9ar?
Me: e7m nseet 3n birthday Juju...
Renad: La tgolen jaybtni le 7flat mbzra
Me: PLEASE RA7 ABOS RJLK LW TBEEN
yes I wanted them to come that bad.
Renad: r7mtk bjeee bjee
Me: a7bkkkkkkkkkk
Renad: al7een 9art a7bk?
Me: ewa, 6yb Ghaida klmteha alyom?
Renad: La bs aklmha ma 3lek
Me: A7bkkmmm byeeee
Renad: klba bye.

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I helped around with the party planning and stuff, her party was Disney Princess themed and it was ADORABLE. I love disney don't judge! Joanna was wearing a Jasmine costume, she looked so cute in it! Anyway, the kids started coming and I was getting pissed because Renad and Ghaida didn't even call yet. Sooooo called them...
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G H A I D A ' S   P O V

Renad and I are at Centeria to get the cake Juju likes from Laduree , that's the least we could get our best friends little sister right? Anyway my phone rang and it was Hayfa.. Oh shit she's gonna be mad.

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Me: Yooh Hayfa tdg bt4b7na shklna t25rna!
Renad: Wsh t25rna alsa3a 4 m3lesh bdre.
Me: Adre bs 7flat bzran alzbda ard wla la?
Renad: Rdi!!
I answered the phone, I could hear the one direction songs in the background.
Hayfa: Heeeeeh enti wyaha wenkm?
Me: E7m bl 6reeg
Renad: Ghaida bsr3a byskron ll 9lat!
Great Renad. Just great.
Hayfa: Ajl bygfloon ll 9lat??? Weenkm wja333 :(!!!
Me: B centeria 3shan njeb Juju's fave cake
Hayfa: 6yb sr3oooo w jebu le shy b3d mb bs e5ti glat 7ya.
Me: ebshri 3mti yala bye
Hayfa: La tt25roon ya rbee.
Me: Byeeee
Hayfa: bye.

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Renad went in to order, and then I followed her in but then I see a familiar face, wait is that? NO WAY! I almost ran to Renad.

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Me: Renad omg Renad.
Renad: Yes yes that cake
She was too busy talking to the salesman.
Me: Reeennnaddddd
Renad: Ma tshofen aklm alrjal 4a agolu that cake yjebly shy thani!
Me: Renadd mb wgtu 4a.
Renad: Shfeekk?
Me: omg shfty 4eek elly bara shn6t'ha be6'a ?
Renad: ee shfeha?
Me: t5yally 4y kant t7b Majid!
Renad: N9abaa mb 4y Hadeel Alxx elly b 9f Rana? (Rana's a girl from the other class.)
Me: Ewaa!!! Omg kant mara t7b Majid w ttmel7 3ndu w Reema kant daym tgoly 3nha!
Renad: Amaa wj3 shklha k4a mb ra3yt tmeel7
Me: I know 7ta ana est3'rbt, bs mdre ma 3lena..
Renad: 5la9 u9 la n7sh. ast3'ferallah.
Me: Alcake yalla Sara bara tstna lna n9 sa3a. (Sara is Ghaida's older sister)
Renad: Finally thank you!
She took the cake from the salesman and payed him, we went down the esclator and Hadeel looked at me like she knew me, do you think she'd know me if she "loves" Majid? We went into the car and we went to Hayfa's house.

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H A Y F A ' S  P O V

After the crying the screaming and the annoyance of random children I don't even know, Renad and Ghaida arrived with the beloved cake. They told me about the Hadeel girl, and honestly I was BURNING with jealousy , but why? Theirs nothing between me and him, we're best friends nothing ells. Right??

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Me: Y3ni shloon "she loves him"
Ghaida: W leeh alwjh z3laan w 7ala
Renad: Hayoof t7b mjoooooooood
Me: kly zg he's my friend w bs
Renad: Eee 6ybbbbb
Ghaida: Almhm lma jeena n6l3 36tny n6'rat elly tra a3rfk bs ma jt slmt wla shy, y3ni daym ashufha bl mdrsa bs 3adi y3ni.
Me: 6yb leeh Majid ma galy enha tje w ttmel7 3ndu
Ghaida: Mara7 ygoolk 6b3n
Me: ugh
Ghaida: Ma 3leek mnha, ma 36aha wjh a9ln
Me: 97, a9ln I don't care!

Really, I don't , I shouldn't anyway!

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Mn jd enshalla you guys actually like my story :(<3

Fearless: Ch. 6

Him: Gd 9ar 3ndk boyfriend aw shy k4a? (MAJID YOU DUMBASS. WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT)

Me: um not really why? (oh shit now I sound too innocent , wait innocent is good)

Him: ....

At that point a tornado hit my stomach....

Him: Hayfa I know that we're only friends, and I support that. And I know that you're smart and polite and you come from a good family, but becareful from any guy... I'm only saying that because I care.

ASSSSBDJFJFHDUFFHUBUWWDHWUDNWUDNWUDHUWHDUWHUWHDUWWJAIJSIAJSIAJSIWWJS WHAAAATTTTTTTT omg did he hear something or is he just saying that because he really cares or or or or or or omg the possibilities are endless!!!! 

Okay Hayfa chill.. He only says that because he cares...

Me: um thank you seriously for caring and all, but are you saying this because of anything other than just caring?

Him: I'm saying this because I've seen a lot of my friends play with girls like their toys, and all of those girls are really good girls but the guys influenced them to do wrong... And I'm pretty sure you know whome I mean.

What? What does he mean by that??

Me: What do you mean by you know who?

Him: Ghaida! The whole Nasser situation?

Me: Nasser Nasser??

Nasser is Ghaida's boyfriend, or at least I think he is? She loves him and she says that he loves her.. wait what?

Him: Yes, Nasser her ex Nasser? 

Me: ... ex?

Him: She didn't tell you. shit shit shit shit why do I have a big mouth!

Me: WHAT DIDN'T SHE TELL ME. I'm inviting her to the chat.

Him: NOOO.

Ghaida has been invited to the chat by (Hayfa.)

Ghaida: Hi?? Awkwardness.

Me: GHAIDA WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AND NASSER.

Him: Ghaida I didn't tell her I swear.

Her: Um. WHAT?

Me: He told me to stay away from boys and be careful then he said you know what I mean and then I said I don't and then he said Ghaida and then I invited you.

Her: UGHHH

Him: I DIDN'T KNOW SHE DIDN'T KNOW SHE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND.

Me: Yes exactly!

Her: Okay FINE i'm gonna say what happened.

She told me what happened and I was more shocked than EVER.
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(Ghaida's POV)

I'll tell you guys what happened, well this happened a couple of days ago...
Nasser and I loved each other, or at least that's what I thought. The way he talked to me, the way he made me forget all of my problems, the way he made me so happy, they way that talking to him was my drug and I was addicted. All that made me believe that he loved me, and well I, I was a sucker for love. I was only 13 when we started talking, we got closer, he became my boyfriend, then he became my drug. Although all this was over texting and calling, i've never dared to go out on a date with him. Of course, Hayfa knew all about our love and crap.. But she didn't know what happened that night.
PS.
He's 16.

"That night"

Nasser: Heey babe answer!

Me: Sorry, 6al3aa bro7 alsupermarket

Him: Ay supermarket 3shan ajee :$

Me: Looool I'm not telling ;x

Him: Yalla 3ad tell me mnb jay w lw jeet i'll just see you mn b3eed.. 

Me: La wallaaa ??

Him: Mn jd i've never seen you in person, w mara7 agrb mnk!

Me: 6yb it's the safeway 3la shar3 al t599y. (I don't even know if that exists )

Him: Oh look it just happens that I just ate at Fat burger ;)

Me: mmkkaaayy bye..

Him: ;)

uf ya rab ma yje.. i'm with Majid and Reema ufff!!!!!
We arrived at Safeway, and Reema and I went to the chips section.

Reema: Shufy broo7 ajeeb al chocolates w enty e5tary al chips

Me: Okay

Reema left me and then I started looking at the chips and walking around them. I bent over to get a bag of chips and then suddenly I feel someone's cold hands on my shoulder. I gasped and jumped away, and then there he was. Nasser.
I pretended like I didn't know who he was 

Reema: N3m a5oy? *trying to hold my laugh*
(the hallway was really empty by the way)

Him: n3m a5ooy ajl?*he laughed*

Reema: A3rfk? mkmn tb3d shwy.

he was coming closer and I was getting SCARED.
7awlt ab3d bs jdar alchipsat wray fa ma agdr aro7 ay mkan!

Nasser: La.

Reema: Nasser b3d lw sm7t.
I tried to say that in a quite way so no one would hear and make a scene.

Nasser: al7en 9art t3rf esmy. Haah?
I grabbed my hand so hard, and no it was NOT romantic.

Reema: Etrk ydi!!

Nasser: E4a tbeen a7d yfhm 3'l6 w ynadi al hy2a 3ly 9otk akthr!

He squeezed my hand even harder. I started crying.

Nasser: Al7een emshi gdami w esm3i alklam.

He tried to touch me but I kicked his foot and tried to get away.

Nasser:ANA GLT ESM3I KLAMI!

Majid: GHAIDA T3ALY HNA!

I ran to Majid.

Nasser: Meen ant b3d?!?!?

Majid: Ent elly meen t7arsh albnt? mtrby ent??

They started fighting, and then the security came to stop the fight.

Security : WGFO AL7EEN HA4A MB MKAN M9'ARB! Al7een wsh 9ar leesh? 

Me: wa7d hay6 3la althani b3den bdw yt9'rabun...

Majid gave me a look but I didn't want them to make a scene even though I should have.

Majid: Eee elly galt'h 97

Nasser: Ee asf a5oy.

Security: w hy tgrb lkm?

Majid: ee bnt 5ali.

They asked questions and then they left after they made sure they weren't gonna fight again.

Majid: tgrb mnha tshuf wsh y9eer lk!
(Majid is younger than him by a year, but he's muscular and tall, he looks older than his age. Nasser isn't muscular but he's tall, so he looks pretty weak next to Majid.)

Nasser said nothing but he left.

I deleted everything that had to do with Nasser, blocked him on twitter and everything, and Majid made sure that he would never come close to hurting me.

Majid was open-minded on the whole I believed that he loved me shit, because he see's his friends doing that to a lot of girls. I got yelled at of course, but he promised not to tell my brother or anything.

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Sorry for the lack of post, i've been busy :(!
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I love you guys!

xoxo, Alia.

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Fearless: Ch. 5

Before I start i'd like to thank my favorite reader @Menouy for always giving me feedback!

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I love you all, and I I hope you guys enjoy this chapter !
Tell me what you think!!!

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Just to recap, the chapter ended after Hayfa fixing things with Ghaida and then they went back to class.

January 3rd, 2012. 

(It's after-school and a sunday, keep in mind it's in the old weekend system!)

"Naif Naif Naif Naif Naif Naif Nayoofy 3umry galbi a5ooya 7beeb glby" I nagged my brother in the car, "N3m? Smi? Shtbeen??" He said, "Abd walla ju3ana w abe nmr na54 akl w k4a 3shan t7b e5tk ent 9a7? 9a7." I said acting all cute, "Shf shf alm9l7a bs," he said ignoring me by texting on him blackberry. "Naif walla myta ju3 wsh 4a! Law sama7t A7mad (the driver) mmkn tmr 3la mac elly jnb albeet?" I said, "Heeh entry grrty 5la9? m3k flos a9ln??" he said egallu yjr lol , "Eee m3y floos" I said flashing a couple of riyals in his face, "cash ana shdrak bs". "Wshu 4y 5msa riyal? shgalt galt cash 6eeery bs" He said teasing my no-money-ness. "Shut up i'm only 14." I said acting all innocent. "Ya zeen al fourteen bs" He said while putting his hand behind the seat trying to pat my head (btw this is in the car and he's sitting next to the driver while i'm sitting behind him just to clarify ;p) "Egaalk al7noon al7een?" I said then he hit my head then he said "Eee 7noon 3'9bn 3n 5shmk" "Asfeen." I said then went on my phone. Since Ghaida was even more than okay with me talking to Majid; I continued to talk to him. This is how our last convo (which was yesterday) happened:

(Twitter DMs)

Majid: Heeey

Me: Hiii :F

Him: How was 'your' project ;)

Me: Ehmmm well good but not so good for Ghaida..

Him: Leeh? what happened?

Me: Well Reema gave Ghaida her project, and you and Reema used to same project, sooooooo yeah..

Him: Seriously?! Y3ni she said the same thing as you wla ???

Me: No, I presented then she was all shocked and then I was like why are you shocked and then she was like all pissed and assumed seriously stupid thoughts, anywaaayyyyyyyy, she told the teacher she forgot it or something , then I told her everything.

Him: So, she now knows that I talk to you?

Me: Yes, is there a problem with that or something?

Him: is she pissed at you or me?

Me: not at all, I told her everything there's nothing to be pissed at.

Him okay good...

Me: yeah ;p

Him: umm can I add you on bmm? DM's are kind of annoying...

Me: umm.. okay I guess...

(Ya rab ma y7s enni 5feefa w aswy le ay wld yjeni add w a36y wjh bsr3a ya rab I mean like ughhghgh)

Him: pin:27B0000 ( fake pin 6b3n.)

Me: added.

Anyway, we starting talking there about random things and stuff then I told him i'm going to sleep.

Back to Mac, Naif, and Mac... I was BBM'ing Majid w knt mara mt7msa m3u w I was in my own bubble. "Hayfa! 3'9ty bjwalk enty? Wsh tbeen t6lbeen?" He said bursting my lovely bubble. "Ha? Oh , abe abe abe abe abe abe mc chicken w abe ice cream mc flory b m&ms" I said really excitedly, and yes I was very hungry. "Shay thani 3mty?" He said sarcastically , "Slamtk" I said joking. We got our food then got to our house, we sat and ate, I did my homework , talked to Majid, talked to Ghaida and Renad, went on twitter, then slept. Not very interesting I know, just your basic teenager.

Let's skip to February since not a lot of stuff really happened other than me and Majid getting closer (as friends), I don't want him to be my so-called boyfriend because first of all I don't wanna be hurt, and I don't believe in "love"... Well, I DO believe in love, but I guess you can't believe in something until you feel it? Plus no teenager/guy would love a girl and specially me. Can we not talk about this subject now? Okay thank you. One conversation with Majid stuck in my head, I always remember it for some odd reason. Here's how it went:

( February 18th, 2012 )

BBM:

words in purple are Hayfa's thoughts words in blue are Majid's thoughts.

Him: Hey Hayoof!! 

Me: (omggg cuteness hayoof, Hayfa. SHUT UP.) Heeyy Majood ;p!

Him: (She replied quite fast, does she like me???)What's up (: 

Me: (I hope I didn't reply too fast ugh!) Nothinn much, just watching gossip girl.

Him: (shklha t9rfny ya5i leesh ana nshbaaaa) Oh, aklmk b3deen lma t5l9een mnu ;p?

Me:(omg la y7sbni ma abe aklmu Hayfa t9rfi!) Lool no it's fine I watched this season a million times =D

Him: (ok good she's into me.) Aha Ajl ymdeena nklm alzeen 

shit wsh nklm alzeen ana wjhy?! allah yfshlni !

Me: (he's joking right? guys always joke in a flirty type of way right?!?@?!?!?) Loooool ewa =))

Him: Hayfaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ( I have nothing to say other than her name.)

Me: Captaaainnnnnnn Maaaaajjjjiiiiidddddddddddddd (let's try to be funny ._.)

Him: Hayyyfaaa wla Byefaaa (I hope I can make her laugh..)

Me: Hahahahahahahhahahahah saaaammmjjjjjjjjjjj (ya zeen alsmaja mnk ya shee5)

Him: The most important thing is that I made you laugh<3

wtf did I just send shit now she'll think that i'm cheesy and that i'm like all the other guys that just flirt and their flirting sucks and ughhh I just made things awkward. GREAT :):):)

Me: (wait what did she just say, is he flirting orr??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?) Looool yes you made me laugh through your samaja =D

Him: (She thinks i'm funny.. MAN UP MAJID) ehm yes yes I am the funniest guy around ;D

Me: La yekbar rask bas ;p (not mean right? im kidding and shit.)

Him: Hayfa

Me: Majid (um why is he saying my name what what what what HAYFA SHUT UP HE ONLY SAID UR NAME)

Him: Hayoof (ufhhfhdfhdkwsndkdkdkqhd she makes me go kdhwldhweklhdwldhwldewhe and I am not getting in a relation ship, at least not with her...)

Me: Majoooooood

Him: 3ady as2lk su2all??

Me: huh ee aked, (what is he gonna ask djwqdjwldwljkdwhe;ldew)

Him: Gd 9ar 3ndk boyfriend aw shy k4a? (MAJID YOU DUMBASS. WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT)

Me: um not really why? (oh shit now I sound too innocent , wait innocent is good)

Him: ....

At that point a tornado hit my stomach....

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Fearless: Ch. 4

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT ugh no please no what should I do? Like seriously I should've told her everything I mean sure he's her cousin but it's Ghaida we've been best friends since EVER. I really screwed up. What should I do? I mean we've been best friends since ever she's gonna be understanding.. And we shouldn't fight because of a guy right? And theres nothing between me and him so it's fine right? ugh...

Ghaida goes over to Miss Haley (our english teacher) and says something to her, I couldn't hear her though she was too far away and I was too busy lost in my own thoughts. "Yes I understand Ghaida, it's okay you can bring it tomorrow and you won't lose any points" After I heard Miss Haley saying that I was a bit relieved, Ghaida is a total nerd well not really but she cares A LOT for her grades and this assignment could have ruined her average in English. "Thank you so much." Ghaida said then came back to her seat. "Ghaida, I'm sorry. Seriously I am." I said in a really weary tone. "Hayfa, please can we not talk about this right now?" She replied pissed, I understand why she'd be pissed off, I kind of really betrayed her like a lot, but again she is my best friend and she is understanding, or at least I hope. 

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After a couple of classes and VERY awkward silences between me and Ghaida came break time. We took our food, and we sat where we usually sit. "Haw bnat shfeekm sakteen?" Asked Renad, Renad is our really close friend she's really sweet and thoughtful, anyway back to the story, "Wla shay shd3wa." I said assuring her, "Hayfa 3adi goly lha shloon tmle7ty 3nd Majoody leen ma a36ak el assignment , tra 3adi mb lazm tk4ben." Said Ghaida in a pissed tone faking a smile, OUCH I kind of deserved that. "Haaaaaah?? Men Majoody? W leeh 4y m39ba? Agool wsh alsalfa enty wyaha??" Renad asked really confused, I remained silent with a shocked face. "Yalla Hayoof gooly wsh alsalfa?" Ghaida said encouraging what Renad just said. "Awln walla entm fahmeen alsalfa 3'l6 , ma beny w ben Majid shy gsmnbellah! I wouldn't do that to you or without telling you!" I said in an innocent tone that made Ghaida's face relax but made Renad's face even more confused. "W leeh 6al 3mry Majid 7beeb 7ub Ghaida wla wsh alsalfa enl7s mu5i shwy shwy 3lay!" Renad said jokingly. "U9 enty al7en agolkm alsalfa , w Ghaida walla fahma alsalfa 3'l6" I said, honestly Ghaida was kind of over-reacting, but who could blame her! Something could be going on with her cousin and best friend and she found out from the worst possible way! "6yb yalla goly 5n nfhm.." Ghaida said, she isn't the type of person who would make someone feel "m6'loom" she's open-minded and understanding. I started telling them what really happened and here is how it went :
Me: Okay t4kroon 7aflat Reema 7gt al DJ?
Renad: Reema her cousin 97?
Me and Ghaida: Eee
Ghaida: 6yb wsh 9ar?
Me: Okay Reema galt le aro7 ajeb alcupcakes mn al m6b5, 6b3n sm3t klam albnt w 6l3t al m6b5 3shan ajeebhm, b3deen w ana artb alcupcakes 3shan asheelhm ella asm3 a7d d5l, 6b3n ana 3ady ma elftft wla shy y3ni 7sbtha Reema wla Ghaida, b3deen ella asm3 9oot wld ygool Reema ween omy 3ad ana b3dha gm6t um al3afya w t5beet wra al6awla 4eek, w 3ad ektshft ennu Majid w g3d yt2sf w 3la 6ool 6l3.
Ghaida: W leeh ma glty le yom 9ar k4a?
Me: Ma adry knt mn5rsha w nseet m3 al 7lfa w k4a, alzbda ana slkt lel 7dth w nseet 3nu, 3ad yom w9lt albeet shft jwally w lgeet Majid mswy le follow, ana glt akeed akeed akeed mb hw wla hw w mswy 9dfa aw shy k4a, w nmt, lma gmt lgeet al DMs ....... (w kmlt alsalfa...) 
Renad: w kl 4a 9ar bl weekend w ma tgolen le a7d?
Ghaida: W LEEEH MA GLTY LY Y3NY AKLK MTHLN TRA 3ADI MA AHTM 3N MY COUSINS!!!!
Me: EEE kl 4a 9ar bs b weekend wa7d w ma 3lmtkm w kl 4al drama 9ar gsmnbellah 5ft agoolk w t39been wla shy walla asfa ya5i ma t5ylt alsalfa tglb k4a..
Ghaida: Msam7tk akeed bs ana tnfrzt mn 7rktk w fhmt 3'l6..
Me: Y3ni who would blame you..
Renad: 6ybbbbb lsa yklmk?
Me: Maybe..
Ghaida: La y9eer 5ag m3k bs, m36eek al project w 7rkaat
Me: He's just trying to be nice!
Ghaida: eeee 6yb
Renad: Agol bnat rn aljrs 5n nmshy.
Me and Ghaida: Yalla.

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Fearless:Ch. 3

I opened my email and he actually did send the project and it's amazing! I changed a couple of things and of course put my name instead of him I read it a thousand times so it sounded like I wrote it, his writing skills are a million times better than mine!!! Would they notice? No right? I'll just say Naif helped me with this... I printed the crap then went to sleep, I like sleeping early don't judge!

January 2nd, 2012.

It was the morning of the project presentation, it's not really a project it's more like a essay but like I have to present it like a speech I don't know but it was hard. I woke up to the sound of my very annoying alarm "Beeeep beeeep beeeep beeeeep beeep BEEEEEEEEP" "Ugh y3ni do I have to wake up? why can't I just marry my bed life would be so much better?! ughh" I said to my self, yes I was in the best sleep ever and my bed felt like the only bed in the world! I got off bed, did my morning routine, then wore my uniform. I knocked on my brother's room to check if he was ready or at least awake. "Naif yalla ana jahza" I said through the door, "6yb al7een nazl lk," he said, "Okay brozzaah" I was actually in a good mood, strangely i'm not a morning person. I went downstairs to the kitchen then took my iced coffee (FUN FACT: I hate hot drinks in the morning they make me even more sleepy!) , "YALLA NAIF ANA BL SYARA TRA MALY 5LG AT25R" I yelled through the stairs, "Nzlt wj3" He said while walking down the stairs, he went into the car then went to school.

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We arrived at school and I went it, 9b7t 3la 9a7baty, then I saw Ghaida and suddenly b6ny bda ym3'9, I really don't deal with guilt well, I HAVE to tell her, at least after I present i'll tell her jokingly? Right? Anyway, I hugged her solofna w k4a leen ma jat al esta4a, and first class was English.

Teacher: Good morning Girls!
Class: Good morning...
Teacher: Well I hope all of you are ready to present, anyone would like to start?
Class: ehehehehe... yeaaah...
Teacher: Hayfa. You'll start?
Me: Um.  Okay??

I presented my project and well, here's how it went:
Me: Umm, okay so as you know we're just finished reading Romeo and Juliet, and a lot of people made this stereo type that Romeo and Juliet is actually a "Happy Ending" type of love story and it's made it seem like the best love story ever but little do they know it's a sad tragedy, it ended in the death of two teenagers in the name of "Love"... And Romeo probably only loved her for her looks, I mean he thought he "loved" Rosaline then when he saw Juliet he forgot about her and "loved" Juliet..... (Blah blah blah blah blah blah....)
Teacher: Oh wow Hayfa that is very great, you really worked hard on this didn't you?
Me: Yeah, I even asked my brother for help...
Teacher: Well he sure did improve your writing, you may sit now.
I went to my seat next to Ghaida and saw her face really shocked and weird.. 
Me: Ghaida shfeek?
Her: Mn ween jbty al project?
Me: Leeh??
Her: Majid 97?
Me: Eee he dm'ed me asking if I needed help and he helped me, 7seet enu shy 3ady w nset agolk.
Her: Ma hmny e4a klmk wla klmteh wla zg wla zgeeg ana zrft 7gu mn Reema w tgreban nfs 7gk omg.
Teacher: Ghaida you'd like to go next?
Ghaida: No no , let Sara..
Teacher Okay then.
Me: Omg Ghaida ma knt adry uf kan glt lk.
Her: dbreeni al7een.
Me:Gooly ennu ktbteeh bs nseteh bl beet wla gooly w 3'yry feeh it's not the same thing right?
Her: Uf bgolha nsetu.. w klamy m3k b3den.
Me: i'm sorry.
Her: Miss Haley can I tell you something?
Teacher: Yeah sure come here.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT ugh no please no what should I do? Like seriously I should've told her everything I mean sure he's her cousin but it's Ghaida we've been best friends since EVER. I really screwed up. What should I do? I mean we've been best friends since ever she's gonna be understanding.. And we shouldn't fight because of a guy right? And theres nothing between me and him so it's fine right? ugh...

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